Chapter 1
Jayda
Michaels squinted as she tried to keep her five-year old Ford Escort between
the ditches. Visibility was down to about ten feet. Rain and dust blew across
the road like a dusty blizzard. Rutted from past drivers who also took a wrong
turn in this storm. Not a house in sight
for miles added to her tension and fear. She needed to get to the hospital.
Now! She was about ten miles north and
west of Salina on a narrow dirt road with little to no shoulders.
Another
contraction gripped her belly. Harder this time. She watched the clock until it
passed. Six minutes apart now and more painful. Her body stiffened until the
contraction ended and then gradually relaxed. She cursed the baby’s father,
Brad Jenkins, for deserting her in her time of need. It wasn’t fair to her
baby, and it certainly wasn’t fair to her.
Tears
gathered at a memory. It had been on a Saturday night, at Brad’s favorite bar,
Barney’s Bar and Grill. Brad had promised he would stand by her when he first
learned of her pregnancy. Even though he really didn’t want children. He
“wasn’t even ready for marriage, let alone the whole diapers and baby bottles
type of thing.” But he said he would stay with her---then.
He had never
been kind to her. Good looks and a warm bed at night did not make her happy.
She wanted a marriage made in heaven, like her parents’ marriage enjoyed.
She was not
a church member, even though she believed in God and that if she believed in
God, she would be saved. She didn’t see any reason why she had to go spend an
hour every week with a bunch of hypocrites who stared at her and her burgeoning
body and whispered about her.
Her
pregnancy had been uneventful, for the most part. Jayda stayed at home, just
leaving the house for groceries and supplies. She helped support herself by
selling products online. Her bills were low, except for the mortgage, and the
house was well insulated. She had no animals to take care of, no crops that she
had to tend to, They were handled on a cash rent basis and no obligations to
anyone else.
Jayda
preferred to stay at home alone. Life was easy there. It was private. She had
inherited just enough money to make ends meet if she was careful with her
spending habits and busied herself with her online sales.
Jayda didn’t
see much of Brad anymore and that was ok with her. She was tired of his abuse
and slovenly habits. She socialized on Facebook and Snapchat. Occasionally, she
would drive into town to the bar. Not to
drink, but to sip on some iced tea and enjoy conversations with friends.
Sometimes she
spied Brad at the bar. He’d glare at her, but normally he avoided her and she him. As she came close to
term, he pointed at her and laughed at her belly. So humiliating, embarrassing!
Then one
night, Brad, well on his way to a fallen-down drunken state, and ruder by the
minute, became especially obnoxious. His disheveled brown hair needed shampoo.
His bloodshot hazel eyes blinked often,
trying to focus on the people around him. His clothing looked like he had slept
in them with dirt and food stains on the sleeves and knees.
“Jayda, you
knew when we got together that I didn’t want kids, or even a long-term
relationship! Did you plan this all along? Did you think you were going to trap
me into marrying you? Well, you can just think again, sweetheart! Brad Jenkins
wasn’t born no kind of fool! I’m not marrying you, and I don’t want your damned
kid! I could just kill you now and never feel a bit of remorse! Now, get the
heck out of here and leave me alone!” He slammed his beer glass on the bar for
emphasis, sloshing beer all over the countertop and causing other customers to
stare and comment on the scene just witnessed.
Jayda ran,
sobbing with humiliation and anger from the bar to her little red Escort. She
drove herself home to her family home of all her twenty-five years. She missed her
parents so much! She needed their advice and support, and--- just someone to
love her. She wondered how she would survive this pregnancy. Still six weeks to
go before her due date!
She didn’t
try to contact Brad. Too much pride to throw herself at the feet of someone who
didn’t want her. And this baby didn’t deserve a deadbeat dad either. Brad
stalked her during the first few months, then he seemed to drop off the face of
the earth. A sigh of relief, for sure. Life began to level out.
So, when she
first started contractions on a late August night, she stubbornly refused to
consider calling for an ambulance to take her to the hospital right away. Jayda
determined to wait until closer to delivery time. The most common thing to do
when alone and starting labor is to demand your significant other drive you to
the hospital once your labor has been well established. Thanks to Brad’s
immaturity and selfishness, that was no longer an option.
With few or no
friends in the area, no money, no insurance, not even a steady doctor, her
options seemed limited. A self-pregnancy test confirmed her pregnancy months
ago. She had read books at the library about pregnancy and childbirth. The
whole thing terrified her. She didn’t believe in abortion and couldn’t afford
one anyway.
So here she sat,
driving in the middle of the night through the pouring rain to a hospital she’d
never set foot in, to have her baby. Water dripped from her long brown hair.
Her brown eyes shone with unshed tears.
She turned
on the car radio to check the weather forecast. Tornado warnings were posted
for the entire area until four a.m. Two a.m. now, the clock read. The
visibility was terrible. She couldn’t see five feet in front of the car. Debris
flew across the road as the winds swirled around her car. A loud roar filled
the air around the car, so loud she could no longer hear the radio. She shut
the radio off and glanced in the rearview mirror. Visibility nil. Her little
car began to rock violently, and the pressure caused her breathing to struggle.
Terrifying.
Another
contraction almost bent her over double. She jerked as the baby kicked violently. Her belly muscles felt
like she could bounce a tennis ball on it. “Oh, Jayda! You do get yourself into
some fine messes, don’t you? I wish Mama were with me! She’d know what to do!
And Daddy could be driving me to the hospital instead of myself having to do
everything! “
Her parents
were gone. Jayda teared up again. A plane crash killed them both at the same
time a year ago, returning home from a Mexican vacation. No survivors. Everything
burned to ashes. Jayda grieved so extremely hard since then. When Brad tried to
comfort her, they conceived this child.
Now she not only was grieving from her parents’ passing, but the loss of Brad
as her support system, and unless she could get to the hospital, she might lose
her baby too.
As sole heir
to the farm, Jayda should have been set for life. Unfortunately, the farm was
struggling, and she was behind on the mortgage. No experience at farming, she tried to lease the acreage to a
neighboring farmer. The cattle, hogs, and chickens sold last year to help pay
for the taxes and utilities. Even with that money, she still wasn’t keeping up
with the mortgage payments.
Thinking
about all her bad situations, Jayda almost did not see about ten head of cattle
standing in the middle of the muddy road. She screamed and swerved, sliding
into the shallow ditch. The cattle swarmed around her car and put their wet
noses on the windowpanes, obviously hoping she would feed them some hay.
Jayda sat
for a moment, violently shaking with shock, and looked around her, trying to
get a bead on where she was. She could see headlights piercing the rain and
wind, traffic was getting heavier at a crossroads about two hundred yards
ahead. Finally, she must be close to the interstate highway. Fat lot of good
that did her, though. She knew she was stuck in this ditch and going to deliver
this baby herself, right here in this dang car.
The rain
began to lighten up now, and visibility improved to about one hundred yards. As
she stared morosely out of the windshield, she observed headlights turned
toward her from the interstate.
“Oh, God,
please! Please let this be someone who can help me!” Jayda prayed.
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